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haha so where do I begin... haha oh man I have not updated this in a while, but hey I told you guys i would keep this one :D haha... but a lot has been going on I guess, like I'm about to become a Gay Uncle lol everyone needs one of those. The people that I thought Trust me, dont like it when im with there boyfriends cause they're scared I am going to turn them Gay. Hmph Bitchs. LOL seriously I dont even konw what that fuck I do when that happens. But I have my eyes set on the this one guy, but its not a for sure thing, just because of everything thats going on. But its okay if nothing really happens, shit im fucking used to it. LOl why is my life so fucking Depressing.. But i just realized that i think my past life was a dolphin casue I LOVE THE WATER. End of Story. LOL totally kidding. But what else... Oh... Well... nm. thats a different blog. But oyu know what pisses me off... Is when people cant except me for who I am, its always so irratating becasue they're like OMG You're Like my BF, Or OmG i TRUST YOU SO MUCH LSKDJFLKSDJFlksdJf blah Blah blah. and then they turn around and fucking back stab you. Im sick of that shit. So hahaha I know this blog is pretty random from reading it. Im just trying to let you guys get a 5 second flash of my life so far :]. hahah
But will update more. and give more detail about everything.
Joshua Jimenez | | |
| I loved yesterday :D!! I had such a good Amazing time in San Francisco like OMG it was just so freakin awesome. I hung out with my awesomest friends Joyce, and Lisa and then also with My sister Jessica, and her Boyfriend Izzy [thanks izzy for the ride there and stuff :]..] but yesterday we walked around the pier-ish, and then we went to Mcdonalds Lol, i know what your thinking, theres one down the street from indy why would you go to some place like that :p. Then We Ended up walking To the Mall on Powell, OMG That was sucha Long Walk from the Pier!! Like My Goodness! it was crazy!!! hahah gah we all seemed fat and out of shape, walking up the Vertical Streets it was so fladjfad;kfja;lfjalf hahah, but then We Stopped by H&M and i bought these pair of gloves that I Can not just seem to get over!!! LIKE OMG THERE JUST SO FREAKIN COOL!!! hahaha, Then we stopped by Urban Outfitters and Omg, as you know, everythings over priced so we left, but i wanted this one blue and black striped shirt that i just absolutely Loved!!!! a;lkjdfa;ljfa;lkjfa;ldf haha i think im going to go back and Buy it :D!!. And Omg as we were walking down powell we ran into this little Asian Store filled with hella cute things, like from japan, and hong kong, and like Gahhh I Saw So many things!!! They were all so cute, like the littleUgly Dolls, and then i Saw a Final Fantasy Potion it was like $30, lol but in that Case i guess it was 30 Gil. hahha im such a nerd sometimes, but Gahh i loved that little random store out of no where!!, Oh and then I went to the West Gate mall in SF, and I got my Ear Lobe Pierced, and my Cartilige Pierced, lol that kinda sucked because, i couldnt sleep on my ear :p haha whatever it was worth it....but now im just trying to hide my ear from my mom :p hahah oh well :p, But Joyce and lisa said it was "Scene" [just like my gloves] LOL Whatever, theyre just clothes, IM NOT SCENE!! LOL all the Scene Kids go to Eastridge mall, and i dont like Eastridge all that much! hahah :P OH AND THEN AS WE WERE WALKING FROM POWELL TO THE PIER!!! OMG ME AND JOYCE SAW THESE THREE REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HOT GAY BOYS!! OMG I Liked the Filipino One!!![lol i think he saw me checking him out! :P] Gahh they were Gorgeous!! HAhaha That Topped off my Day, and then...I dont know...I was just glad that i got to spend it with people that i Care about alot! :D but OMG...WHAT AN AWESOME DAY!!...it just amazes me...like why cant i have days like that everyday, goodness, i know something bads going to happen to me now. just cause im having such a good week, it always happens like that...grrrr... ~Josh!!
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| Wow...the moments seem to just disappear. This vacation is going by so fast. Man I am so not looking forward to School. Gross. Man i have felt like i havent really done anything these past few days, and i havent got to hang out with all the people that i wanted to hang out yet, gahh im just all retarded about it right now. Haha but whatever... But OMG Im So Freakin Stressed the Day we come back from school, theres homework to be turned in and OMG theres DANCE AUDITIONS FOR CONCERT!!!! What am i going to to do!!! LOL, I mean ive started choreographing im just scared for the whole process though, Oh well what happens..Happens i guess.... But Man i need to start the homework that was given to me for the break...ldfajdlkjfalksjfa.....But Ive noticed ive been alot happier lately, its been totally crazy...eversince i started talking to David...hmmm I wonder...But i dont know...Like Everyone else has noticed im not all stressed [as much] and people just notice ive seemed to have more of a Smile than just a serious face :D, ahah im actually happy myself. but Hmmm I dont know if i should like him or not, Lol I dont know hes just so Retarded {in a good way of course] like i dont know it just amazes me, how he can be so positive most of the time, like hes always like ":D!" all the time its Funny and its Great to have around. I guess its just when your in highschool your all emo, and freakin stressed about every little thing in your life. But its crazy... i dont know everytime i talk to him, wheather it be online or on the phone, my troubles seem to just go away, its hecka crazy!!! hahah i dont know i think my life right now has made the right turn, i just need to know where to go next. But I love talking to him :}, hahah its just i dont know where i want to take my emotions right now, either leave it in the corner or take it with me on this trip of mine...hmmm what to do....but I guess im just going to have to keep this up or else i dont know what im going to do :P...But I dont know, He just makes me happy :D!!...But What else is new...Oh Yea!! I love Guard :D!!! hahah its hella fun :D I think its just cause i LOVE MODERN, haha its like the world to me...not really...but like i mean I love Guard Before Dont get me wrong, its just doing the two things that i Enjoy most, Its Exhilarating :D!! hahah but I dont know this Show is Pretty Sick/Abstract/Awesome/Strange/Trippy. Lol you name it. But Wow I cant wait to perform it :D I LOVE PERFORMING!!!!...i think thats why im going to Major in Dance When im in College, and oh yea Physical Therapy, Cause I love giving Massages and people love my massages hahaha [not being conceited, its just the comments that i get from them], But GAHHH I JUST CANT WAIT, EVEN EVALS IM HELLA LOOKING FORWARD TOO!!! hahah :D... but one thing that im also excited for, were going to perform AlOt this season. I Just wonder how everyone else will like our show :P haha oh well i guess were just going to have to find out. haha yay for LEAVES :P ~Joshua Jimenez | | |
| Man I've Had Such a Fantastic Day :] I Dont Know, I wasnt Sad at all surprisingly i was more up beat and happy, and people saw that today, and Wow I Felt Loved by My Kids today, dont worry they are not my real kids, i only teach them on Mondays at Ruskin Elementary :]...But Theyre all so CUte, and Smart :], But i have to make it my goal to make the Emo Kid, and the Gangsta, Well not Emo and NOt Gangsta...ahaha but I dont know i feel if they keep this up, theyre going to wind themselves up in trouble in the future. but I dont know its all good, But YAY I Get TO GO SEE EDWARD SCICCOR HANDS THE BALLET :D...its in SF on Wednesday, Coolness Right?! hahah but i dont know todays just a lovely day :D!!! and I even Got to Catch up with some of my Friends that i havent talked to in like Five Million Years :D...I Miss YOU!! thats why you shoulda done winter guard like you said you would...Hmph...haha :} JOSH :D | | |
| Man I dont even know where to begin... but what i can say is... how i forgot how much xanga is so fun to play with :P But hey what can i say i missed the xanga atmosphere, of either venting, or hearing about each others days or whatever...you know?...haha ya you probably do know what im talking about since all of you hardcore xanga kids stuck with this and what not...but Seriously i plan on sticking with this one as long as i can. :P Man I cant even begin to explain my thanksgiving all i can say really is that i was Fat :]...But even on thanksgiving i didnt seem all that happy, i think im starting to reach the point where all my problems are starting to bottle up inside of me...hmmm maybe thats why ive been such a beezy lately...i really hate feeling this way though and what not...but i guess its just highschool thats what it does to you...i hear so many times college is nothing like highschool...and thats exactly what im hoping for...No More Drama. I feel that some people just start drama just cause they are bored with their own lives...man they suck...bringing that crap on the rest of us...but either than all this drama in the air...my Life is Good :]...even though half the time you probably here me say "Gahhh I hate my Life." haha when really I Dont :] I think what is, its just at that moment in time, where i really hate whats going on :P....But I dont know...My Main Focus Or Drama...is Just that Stupid Boy!! >:p...haha for those that know who im talking about dont say anything...But Goodness hes so naieve, so Blind, and just so..i dont know..hes just wierd thats all i really can say right now....the only time though i felt "loved" by him was at Champ. Preview :P...you know i have relized alot from championship preview...its basically just along the lines of...Im gone next year. I have ONE More YEAR to PROVE MYSELF.. to the Instructors...so they wont think im some...weakling or something...i dont know...i feel like...im in the shadow of my sister thats all, heh i just wanna feel equal with her, thats all i ask...but I dont know I'll explain that more in my next entry cause right now im pretty much just lost and what not... but if this entry lost alot of you...Sorry, I havent typed one in such a long time i was just trying to get everything in there thats happening at this moment in time :P But I made the Open Guard, Are Show Sounds Freakin Awsome :} I LOVE MODERN...thats all i can really say. IndepenDANCE is going Sweet :D i love the Vision Series Song Just Cause its so...Vision Series [I LOVE MODERN :D] and We Just Came out of Marching Band Champs. and We Took First How Good can this Really Get :}....
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